Lost Day

[abracanabra]

Gack. Today has been filled with too much sleeping, and too much escapist-yet-unsatisfying reading, and too much failing to struggle against the butIdontwanna that gets stronger and stronger the longer that I've been stressed or dealing with too many things at once. The "I am ravenously hungry but I don't want to eat" and "there are things I want to be done but I really don't want to do them" and "I want to feel better but don't know how."

There were things I should have wish I had gotten done today. But I have these days now and again, and as long as it stays at only a day, that'll be fine. And it could have been much worse--I did shower and get dressed and eat, which are the minimal self-maintaining requirements.

Although I do not like the post-too-much-sleeping headaches.