Nightshift

Jun. 22nd, 2006 01:01 am
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1:02 a.m. and I'm home from work. I was reminded of the things I used to love about working third shift. In my sneakers, I walk catfooted through shadows and around obstacles. I can hear a leaf rustle two blocks away, but I don't make a sound. I can see into deep shadows, though street lights have rainbow halos. I spot people from blocks and blocks away, but they don't even see me. A light breeze brushes my skin and it feels like a part of me. One of my earliest memories is running outside to play in the darkness--I must have been about four or five years old. I stare at lit windows and make stories of the people who live inside. It's where I'm most comfortable.

Then I come home, and kitten looks worriedly at me from the lit window as I approach the house. Inside, himself mutters at me and smiles dreamily. His kisses smell of alcohol and he tells me that his knees hurt and he's stolen my pillow for them. I put away the remains of a dinner that I didn't eat, wash the dishes, move the laundry into the dryer, and close the downstairs windows.
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In my endless quest to balance my life, I've decided that Tuesday and Thursday night Tae Soo Do classes are more important than social engagements, but Friday and Saturday classes are not, or at least, not all the time. A corollary to that is that if I've stayed up only until two the previous night, making Saturday class is reasonable and something I should be able to do...but if later than that, no. Because, yes, I'm old and tired.

Which explains why I slept until 1 p.m. today. Poker tournament last night went well--I left with five times more money than I brought! I scraped by on the first table to to make it to the second, where I briefly ran the table until three players went out at once on the same hand, and it was just me and [livejournal.com profile] discoflamingo left, going after the pot. For that tiny space of time, I felt like I knew exactly what I was doing.

And then there were two players instead of five, and all my statistics were screwed up, and I started sucking. I've decided that six to four players is the range I'm most comfortable in. I need to work on my endgame. I mean, c'mon, I usually make it to the final table, and frequently to the final three players, but I don't think I've actually ever won first place.

And although there is a saucier potluck tonight, we will not be going, for we are insecure in our sauciness. Sniff. Why can't I just have a chef to do all this stuff? Corollary: Why wasn't I smart enough to either get a guy who cooks really well or to motivate him to learn to cook really well back when I had the ability to motivate him at all?

Side-note:
It amuses me, but I find it vaguely odd that our former real estate agent ends emails with, "Please, let me know how I may serve you."
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Random: Bussed past a place offering free hotdogs. Made me contemplate the nature of spontaneity in my life right now, something that might lead to an actual post eventually....

Note to Self: If the soap shoots out of your grasp when you're washing your hands at the sink, do not attempt to catch it with your knees as it falls to the ground. Even if you succeed, this results in a mess. And it's rather difficult to rinse one's knees in a sink.

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