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I have a Clocky coming in the mail sometime sooooon, thanks to woot.com!

But it won't be here tomorrow morning to wake me up. Which is good. Because I am ridiculously tired, which is why I'm writing such a brambly, rambly post.

I've been working full days divided between the home office and the law firm pretty much all this week, yet failing to get to sleep at a reasonable time (while still not accomplishing much--although I sort of have the "dinner party" excuse, plus after dishes and laundry and dinner there's really not much evening left) and am still more tired than usual. So I have been rather exhausted.

...as you can probably tell from this post. Which I wrote out-of-sequence.
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  • 14:53 V. sleepy. Made double-strength instant vanilla latte, and I don't even *drink* coffee normally.
  • 21:02 v. cranky at Slate for killing Today's Papers (a useful summary + analysis) and replacing with link soup.
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It is way too easy to let "extra time in the morning to work on writing" turn into "extra time in the morning to sleep in." I've been letting it do that and I need to stop it. (Especially since today I have to 1) do 2 crits for Wiscon, and 2) pack, and 3) do all the misc. chores that have to get done before I go, like paying bills.)

In an unrelated note, there were chive deviled eggs with bacon waiting for me in the lunchroom when I got into work today. Just sayin'.

I like my new job arrangement.
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  • 08:34 Really need to make up sleep deficit, but have calculated the earliest I can sleep in is a week from Friday.
  • 22:44 Realized today that a significant portion of my communication is in sound effects, not words. But people understand!
  • 23:01 Full workday, 2 hours of martial arts, laundry, and getting taxes ready to mail. It's not much to show for a day, but it's what I've got.
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  • 07:46 The urge to hibernate was particularly strong this morning.
  • 10:11 Because I am super-efficient, I have finished all the work at the on-site, and now have that magical thing known as "downtime." Yay!
  • 10:42 My name is too long to search on Facebook and find me. I am tinyurl.com/cpnmp7
  • 10:47 Translated Eastern Bloc LOLcats: rolcats.com/
  • 14:02 Dear NYT.com: Do *not* post an article rhapsodizing over Chinese-American cashew chicken and fail to include a recipe! ::is hungry::
  • 14:20 Barley and roasted tomato risotto sounds delicious: (Mayo Clinic) ping.fm/8wZ9E
  • 14:50 Failed my willpower roll vs. blueberry cheese danish.
  • 14:58 Underground art/dinner parties sounds amazing! Wish I could afford it. (Citypages) ping.fm/7DeZJ
  • 15:02 Grooming my Pandora music station. They are clearly lacking the "circus music" tag.
  • 15:17 Free ebook of deLint's Spirit Walk (out of print): (Tor) ping.fm/TxMGf
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Good things

Oct. 2nd, 2008 08:26 am
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+ Season premier of Pushing Daisies was charming, whimsical, and involved lots and lots of bees.
+ That 3 hour nap was very refreshing, even though I should have been working instead.
+ Seasonal and decorating catalogs to look through, mock, and occasionally even want to buy things out of. Not the Thomas Kincaid Christmas Tree inhabited by towns, circled by a train and a Santa sleigh that rotate, with blinking lights, that plays 12 Christmas carols on rotation.
+ Perused many strange varieties of Asian beer and liquor. I find novelty so pleasing.
+ Enjoyed my re-read of Bujold's Paladin of Souls. Yum.
+ The headwind biking home was not so bad as all that.
+ I got to "work" at the on-site, which means that I had lots of downtime to work on updating my website. More of that today.
+ The next chapter of Vicesteed is in the Critters queue for critique. If any Critters are reading this, want to give it a shot?
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  • 07:03 Urf. Took me 1 1/2 hrs. minimum to fall asleep because of knee pain and unsettled mind. Today is going to be caffeinated. #
  • 10:11 Manager's sister died in a fatal car accident, so she's gone indefinitely. Everybody scrambling. #
  • 10:17 Grilling at our house tonight 6ish! And yay for company coming over. #
  • 12:01 Dear job, plz to stop making me be Ms. full-time troubleshooter, m'kay? I can shoot trouble, but *not full-time*. #
  • 13:48 Tension headache + knee pain = 2 Ibuprofen Not Enough. #
  • 16:00 I can't get my male co-worker to retrieve my mug in the women's bathroom. I'm not gonna be there for a week. Go... tinyurl.com/57vnew #
  • 17:33 Hoping grilling, sunshine, & wine will fix what work hath wrought. #
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  • 07:50 Off to 2-month post-knee-surgery check-up. #
  • 12:22 Got urgent call from work demanding that I come in immediately. I'll call 'em back after I finish lunch. #
  • 14:10 Back at work because they insisted. Never mind that transit time will equal working time. #
  • 15:23 That rush job they dragged me in for? Tiny and totally not worth the hassle. Now I go home again. #
  • 16:49 Note to self: Start checking weather forecast again so you know when you're likely to be rained on. #
  • 16:50 Ugh. Shiitake mushrooms smell absolutely foul while soaking. The things I do for lasagna! #
  • 17:08 Whoa. I can maybe supercharge my Canon? tinyurl.com/38at76 #
  • 17:33 I feel the urge to lie down and sleep. But now's when I have to make dinner. #
  • 18:37 Wow. I had to make so many substitutions, I'm kinda scared of what that lasagna will taste like. #
  • 21:43 Ick. I really don't like rehydrated shiitake mushrooms. At least not in lasagna. #
  • 21:49 Turning into a pumpkin, going to dream of fairy coaches and white mice footmen. #
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Ok, so working until martial arts and doing a double-shot with the boxing-ish class after regular class, really doesn't leave me much time to get decent sleep. If I get home at 9:30 PM (and that's with a ride from a classmate), put away groceries, make myself dinner, and eat while catching up on internet...that's 10:35, apparently. I guess I didn't have to make this post, but I like to pretend I have friends who care about me...even when work seems likely to make it impossible for me to see them forever.

Physical therapy appointment went well--I've gotten rid of residual pain in the leg, and basically just need to get back up to full-strength normal. I was given more challenging exercises, told to do them twice a day for the rest of eternity, and told I don't need to come back in unless I reinjure myself. I'm still not supposed to push myself, though. I'm supposed to "ease back into" the standard martial arts.

I hate vague guidelines. I have interpreted this to mean, "Two weeks of the new exercises, start doing gentle stretching in class as required, but stay away from explosive movement until you've got strength etc. back."

I was really off in class today. I kept expecting things to hurt during the basics (which involve lots of kicking), and so I'd sort of flinch or try to pull a technique, or something...and half-black basics are so very not something that you can pull the technique on and still be able to do. They're all about momentum and circular motion and spinning and just throwing it out there (in a precise fashion, naturally). Got more work on my sword form, which was good, and got direct feedback, which was also good. Inst. claims to see improvement, but I think he tells that to all the girls. ;) Sparring I was slow and defensive, really not feeling it. Almost didn't go to 2nd class, because I still felt off and uncentered (despite meditation at beginning of class), but if anything, being "off" is a reason to go. Glad I did. Had some tracking problems, which I usually do when I'm doing multiple classes in one go and haven't been able to drink water for most of the day, but beating the everliving crap out of heavy punching bags always makes me feel better.

Now, I have to get dishes going, do my physical therapy exercises, shower, and sleep. I'm not going to get to bed until after 11. Fuck. Damn tired, too. Tomorrow night is my "go to bed early" night, I guess.
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Got home today 12 hours after I left for work. Enough time to snuggle a bit with the Mad Scientist while eating spaghetti that he cooked for me, try and get a few crucial bills taken care of, and perhaps catch up a bit on a few emails. Spent all of today interviewing people for jobs, or arranging interviews. Not bad, actually. The day passed quickly. Hired two people, arranged more interviews, made one person cry (maybe), trained in two new people. Can't really afford not to work as much as possible right now, which means that I'll be difficult to get objects/attention from for maybe a month, maybe more.

Tomorrow, physical therapy appointment, work until I have to bus home to grab stuff for martial arts, martial arts, sleep.

Speaking of sleep...I'm dead tired, so it's about that time. Despite drinking more coffee today/in the last few days than I have in the month previous. I was all weaned from coffee, pretty much.
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Somebody has removed all the little "garden fencing" I put up to protect the plants in the front of our house. Probably because, as intended, it got in the way of them walking all over it.

She-Hulk smash!

That's it--I'm planting caltrops. Only they'll have to be disguised as regular gardeny things. Hmm...pointy-headed gnomes on really deep stakes to keep 'em anchored?

Also, the narcolepsy is a bit worrisome. Got home early from work after wrapping up QC on a project, curled up on the couch "for a minute" and slept for a couple of hours. I think it may be an avoident-stress reaction. Or I could just be not getting enough sleep.

Note to self: do not drink the Very Large Margarita when you are just starting to feel healthy again. Even if it is Happy Hour cheap. I'm back to my sinuses feeling like crap and debating whether or not I go to martial arts class today. I missed Tuesday. It would be a bigger deal if I planned on going to Tournament; then I'd definitely go. As is, I'll be avoiding Saturday classes until after tournament to avoid all the tournament stuff.
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Mostly everyday stuff--cold, work, snowpants, Roomba love, and the cat calamity that I blogged about earlier this week.

Summary of the Week )
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Last night the Mad Scientist grounded me due to "being totally irrational and incapable of carrying on a conversation." It's a fair cop. I get like that when I've had insufficient food/sleep or when emotionally overwrought. Among the Mad Scientist's marital duties is, in fact, trying to keep the Abra sane.

Night before last, we went out drinking with people. I had a good time, except for the whole "staying out way too late and getting way too drunk" part. When we got home, it got worse.

Somehow, in the time that we were gone, Foundling managed to fall off the back of the A/V table and he got his paw tourniquetted by a cord (from his toy, oddly enough). Thrashing ensued. When I walked in the door (extremely drunk, mind you), I found a totally trashed living room and The Saddest Kitten In The World sitting in the middle of a nest of cords and wires, his paw hanging above his head with a cord wrapped extremely tightly around it. His paw was swollen up to three times the size it should have been. And he mewed. The saddest "Mommy, fix this," mew that any kitten has ever made.

Under the circumstances, I didn't exactly sleep well. Or for very long...since the next day it was back in to Job #1 for an incredibly tedious project that involved paging through two images, on two screens, and comparing the two.

So I was woozy on sleep dep last night. Came home. Mad Scientist made me eat something and take a two-hour nap. Then a couple of hours of TV. Then back to bed and sleeping until nearly 10 a.m. this morning, because Phase II of the incredibly tedious project has been indefinitely postponed. Sleeping that much felt really good.

And as of today, Foundling's paw is back to nearly normal size, and the vet says we don't need to worry. Whew!
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Between the most recent Project From Hell, socializing late at night, and trying to Get Stuff Done (note: lack of sleep may lead to Gratuitous Capitalization), I haven't felt fully rested for more than a week...until this morning. Ah, there is little that is better in this world than that wonderful feeling of waking up naturally in a warm bed beside a purring cat, stretching, and knowing that you can just lie there for a bit, waiting for your mind to wake up and thinking about what you'll be doing this day.

Yesterday I was so tired during work that I actually crawled underneath my cubicle desk and curled up into a little ball for a few minutes. Yes, one of my stress/exhaustion/fatigue reactions is to hide under things, preferably desks. This is something I have done for most of my life. I find it oddly comforting. The Mad Scientist has had to talk me out from under my desk on more than one occasion.

I was getting to the irrational-tired stage, which is one of the more dangerous states for the Abra to be in (Kansas is another). So, because I knew that I'd have to be going out to see the awesome [livejournal.com profile] brent_woodfill, briefly in the States for the holidays, I ended up taking a much-needed nap instead of going to Tae Soo Do. I can't even successfully beat myself up about this choice (and trust me, usually I'm pretty good about beating myself up for what I consider to be failures), so I'm pretty sure it was the right one.

It ended up being [livejournal.com profile] malcubed, [livejournal.com profile] brent_woodfill, the Mad Scientist ([livejournal.com profile] elfdope) and myself. It sounds like the opening to a joke: "A neuroscientist, an archaeologist, a chemist, and a writer walk into a bar...." Really, though, it just led to good conversations. I'm so glad I know interesting people.

Tomorrow, the Spec the Halls: A Winter Celebration of the Weird and the Fantastic opens for submissions. I'm all a-flutter! What if nobody submits? What if so many people submit that I can't keep up? Anyway, the guidelines are here, and if you're interested in getting the weekly email, which will contain contest news and links to featured submissions, you should send an email to specthehalls@gmail.com with "Subscription" in the subject line.

A couple of days ago, I also made some very delicious Peanutty Chicken. Which I think could also be easily adapted to a vegetarian/vegan version with firm tofu.
Peanutty Chicken Recipe )

Yes, I'm trying to post about my Actual Life more often. The posts may be rather disjointed, as that's what my life frequently feels like.
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Life is going much better now that I'm at the library. This morning was an unpleasant, hasty, why-am-I-running-so-far-behind start to the day. I didn't have time to eat breakfast, and I'm not one of those people who can skip breakfast without any problem. I've got to keep my blood sugar balanced, my body reacts to not being fed at regular intervals by inflicting extreme pain and shakiness on me, and I get ravenously hungry within an hour of waking up. So I grabbed a poptart to chew on as I ran for the bus. Literally, as I ran. Food isn't allowed on the bus, but the driver took pity on me and allowed me on with a crumbled half-handful of pop tart. In my hurry to get out the door, I forgot a couple of things:
* books that are due at the library today
* headphones to use with my laptop, and
* my tape player for listening to audio books or the radio at work

I give myself points for actually having my hair up, my tennis shoes on (no sandals allowed at work--besides, the better to run with), and a peanut butter and jelly sandwich for lunch in my bag.

However, this meant I was starting to lose it at work today. I just couldn't take it without something to listen to. Also, I hadn't expected there to be enough work to last for more than a couple of hours. There was. And it was tedious and mind-numbing as always, but I had nothing to distract myself with. I knew it was bad when I realized that a) I was about to scream or start talking to myself in a crazy bag-lady fashion, and b) I was honestly happy that my co-worker was half singing along with the rap music he was listening to.

So after lunch I fled. Packed up my bag and absconded to the library. Feeling much saner now. Think I'm on edge because a) haven't had more than one day off per week for the last way-too-long, and b) the damn heat wave means I haven't been able to sleep. I wake up every two hours, like clockwork--that's when the wifebeater I've been wearing to bed (is it a husbandbeater if a woman wears it?) dries out, and my cooling-by-evaporation system stops working. And I get irrational on sleep dep way faster than most people do. In fact, that may have been a large part of my problem the second year in college.

And I got to bed late. And I don't know what's for dinner. And I can't sleep in the library because somebody might steal my laptop. But I'm tired. And I have things to do. And I have so many, many things to do.
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Work project ended much earlier than I'd anticipated at first, so I've got no work tomorrow!!!! Yay! Maybe I will finish Vicesteed in a week, after all. I'm tempted to stay home and curl up on top of the radiator, because it's cold and nasty outside, but I won't. It'll be interesting to see how many people make it to Tae Soo Do tonight, though.

Sleepy Time Meme )

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